fourth.

2007-12-11T09:58:00.000+08:00

boredom has officially struck. i've run out of shows to watch. ): it's like a tragedy really.

(1) heroes season 2
(2) prison break season 3
(3) csi season 8
(4) gossip girl
(5) grey's anatomy season 4
(6) life
(7) antm cycle 9
(8) project runway season 4
(9) project runway canada

gah. looks impressive eh? so im on all the latest episodes. oh, heroes completed the season already. i dont really know whether to say it's good or bad. the future for the tv series seems bleak though, with the wga strike still going on. let's hope that the writers will get the share they deserve and that the show will go on. cos if it doesnt, it is most likely that shows are going to be cancelled. oh, please do a good deed and recommend shows for me to watch. im bored.

bored enough that i allowed myself to be dragged to my cousin's wedding. if you know me at all, i always put up an argument/fight when asked to attend such stuff. but it was cool. you know how malay weddings have those kompangs? well, there is this one part where silat is to be performed in front of the newly weds. at this particularly wedding, they had hip-hop of some sorts, hence being cool. maybe the twist has been there for quite some time, i wont know. i'll gladly admit that im outdated. but the uncool part was being mistaken time and time again to be my sister by the relatives. uhh...thanks yea. dont really know how that is possible when i believe we dont even look remotely identical. similar features are a definite. but totally alike? of course not!

okay, it's high time i finished up my resume. procrastinating sucks.

2007-12-05T12:22:00.000+08:00

prom was great.
t16 reunion was great.

we'll meet up 10 years from now and we can then reminisce about it all. i think it'll be more memorable like that. of course, that is if my memory doesnt fail me, yea? (:

2007-11-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

great days yesterday and today! finally watched stardust yesterday with steffi. ahh, now i know why everyone was praising it and all. those who havent watched it must go watch k? in my opinion, it's the most worthwhile movie to watch currently. walked around for abit after the show and attempted to find a dress for me. bleh, i hate dress shopping. everything else is fine by me be it shoes, bags, you name it. okay, i rather you not but you get the idea. well, skip that part la. anyways, lucky steffi found fifty bucks on the floor. how cool is that? heehee, so she's going to treat me after grad night. right steffi? or you can buy epilator with the money! =D

today was good cos i met up with my crescentian friends! yay! okay la, there was only viv, pq, hq and xm but it was still love! i miss them alot. they add on to the voice of insanity. HAHAS! i think all my friends are insane, come to think about it. shared fish & co. for lunch and were practically loitering outside the outlet waiting for it to open. how pathetic. but it was all fun still. though i ate fat by eating ny cheesecake. arghh, how guilty and sinful. and im slowly getting addicted to caffeine again. sighh, fat, i command you to disappear! abracadabra!!

uhh, lameness. rosel! keep up with the email versions of your blog okay! i just read the first one. how fun! teehee(: meet you tomorrow! and friday!

oh yea, i think i saw my primary school bestie on the bus. but i dont know whether it was really her. i think she some sort of recognised me but couldnt decide for sure. so we ignored each other. stupid right!

okay, off to watch csi and prison break. just finished heroes. just have one thing to say: %$&@^$*%^. seriously. going to d/l season 2 once i finish up with the above two. yeps. i'll upload photos another day alrights? so pq, your big bird photo will be up soon. no worries!

cheerios folks! (:

2007-11-17T17:58:00.001+08:00

bleh. damn the timing la. i already got a job offering as a temp but i cant accept it cos it starts asap. hmmm. my sis' friend was totally desperate la. "dont need to look for the job cos the job comes looking for you." hahas, her words, not mine. shall find a job once grad night is over. i need the moo-lah to buy all sorts of things. apparently, electronics is high on the list.

not in any particular order except for the first: a digital camera, a lappie, a tv for the room (cos the old one broke down but im sharing the cost with my sis!), maybe a mp3/4 player and also maybe a portable game device. a choice between either psp or ds lite. that is just the temporary list though. need the cash first. hehs. and i nearly forgot, im gonna invest in a dslr should i really have loads to spare. (:

after that is all the girlie stuff. hahas! like shoes (my drug!), bags and tops! and i need to go buy jeans as well. girlie shopping list will be inserted in betweenthe electronic list. hehs. calculating the total amount, i need about $4000 for electronics alone excluding dslr. sighh. girlie stuff is not included cos there is no limit la. that should be rather obvious why.

okay, so job is a neccessity apparently in this situation. blah. but first, i have to shop for grad night. 10 days left. shit la. time to start panicking already! ): maybe i'll drag my sis out tomorrow. shopping is just the peak of the to-do list. all the time in the world to discover the world! hahas!

aside from post-alevels, update on f1. alonso is no longer with mclarens. really curious on his 2008 plans. and kimi for sure won the driver championship. fia had rejected mclarens appeal for the brazilian gp. im a happy kid, i must say. (: cant wait for the next season la. especially the night race.

im really happy man. okay, maybe not that. but grins all the way still! :D

2007-11-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

(:

it's all over babe! do you know how liberation feels like? just damn shiok! woohooooo!~ im not going to think about it at all till feb/march '08. gonna enjoy it till the cows come home. hahas, i dont know why, but i love that phrase.

okay, the days lining up to the 27th are filled with shopping, blood donation, meeting up with old friends, shopping, and more shopping i suppose. i dont know what dress i want! ): bleh. and it was hilarious yesterday the way we were unable to go on shopping. hehs. pathetic la.

okies, longer update another time. me have to go. exams had fried my brain, so proper language is a tad bit non-existent right now.

2007-11-09T23:15:00.001+08:00

no news is good news.

right?

2007-11-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

im scared. images of broken skulls and blood and mashed up brains keep running through my mind. i dont like gory scenes. i told my mom not to think of worse case scenarios but here i am doing the same thing. when you watch tv shows, you'll never imagine having to go through such an experience ever.

cousin, half-cousin. who cares about all that? at the end of the day, she's family. she's only twenty plus for goodness sake. has really big dreams and a really bright future as well. but now people are calling us up telling that they cant close up the gaping hole in her head.

i may not be an optimistic person by nature but im going to pray hard for a silver lining. it's perhaps the only thing i can do.

im really scared.

2007-10-24T12:07:00.001+08:00

82844336

that's the new number. it's prepaid cos the phone i wanted was much more worth it buying without contract rather than with contract. yep. that also means there's a possibility of me changing number again in the not-so-distant future once there is a phone on the market that i really, really like. well, samsung has been a bitch. it's hard to navigate and im not familiar with the typing and everything. so, putting the contacts in has been tad bit a trouble. hence the lack of messages to you people. oh, and i only got the phone yesterday despite what was written the previous entry. blame it on my sis. well, moving on to a bigger topic.

by now, most of you would have realised that KIMI RAIKKONEN is the new WORLD CHAMPION! fine, there is still the McLaren's appeal to go through but even if the stewards overturn their decision, we know that Hamilton is not as worthy a winner as compared to Kimi. and i still believe that the championship is very much tainted should any of the McLarens win. brazil gp was great man. i was like laughing right at the start of it. YAYNESS TO FERRARI DOUBLE! oh, kimi won the dhl fastest thingy as well. cool eh? cant wait for the next season. 141 days according to the website. and singapore gp on 26-28 sept? (:

2007-10-20T11:16:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HO!

hahas, happy girl today despite being jolted awake by my sis at bloody six plus in the morning. told you she is irritating. rahh. anyway, getting the phone soon! erms, like in an hour's time. yep. i should be telling you the new number either tonight or tomorrow morning cos going out later to visit more people. arghh, have to wear heels today): nothing much against heels but it's annoying sometimes.

f1 tomorrow! cant wait, cant wait. fine, the race only starts at 0000hrs, monday. blame the time zones for the ungodly hour. well, i really hope that kimi will receive the brithday present that he badly wants. oh yea, he turned 28 on wed! 17 oct! just so you know. anyway, my bet is that it will be a wet track. kimi will win, followed by massa then alonso. hamilton, you ask? well, i think he'll crash out. makes too many mistake cos he lets the pressure get to him. does that sound reasonable? i think so. it can happen, indeed it can.

let me tell you about the phone im getting later. it's samsung e840. slider, a fashion phone. initially i wanted the u600 but figured there's not much use of me getting that since im saving up for a 10MP digital camera anyways. back to the phone i want. it has 2MP camera, not a 3G phone (which is good cos i really dont want a 3G phone), it has FM radio and everything else is normal function. since it's a fashion phone, it looks really pretty. yeps. i did loads of research on what phone to get okay and finally settled for this one. whee! finally contactable babyy!!

(:

2007-10-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

hello. im lazy, so blogging will be done in point form yea.

(1) irritating sister is back. she's right now looking at me pitifully as though i will give up my internet time. she keeps talking to me. so nehh. but with her back means more clothes for me! not that she needs to know that.

(2) im still not going to school. erms, sorry about that.

(3) stupid sister is still annoying me.

(4) im buying new phone! soon i suppose. either this weekend or the week after that. you guys should be happy right? (:

(5) f1 season is coming to a close this weekend. i really hope that kimi has a shot at winning the driver's championship. if not, i'll go with alonso despite disliking him still. hamilton sucks. yesh, really childish of me, but who cares.

okay, that's all for now. i'd suppose i'll update another time. stupid/annoying sister is bugging me for the computer. as though she doesnt have her own lappie. arghh. tata. hope that by the next entry, im contactable! (:

2007-10-12T09:22:00.000+08:00

so my sis is coming back after all. HAHAS! like finally. and it's back for good after dont-know how many years already. but with her coming back means that i have to share the room again. eeks, annoying please. there goes my short-lived freedom in the newly painted room. boohoo):

anyways, im pretty tired this past week. havent been studying at all. rahh, there goes an entire week. i've been slogging my ass off like a maid. at least i think that way. between baking and cleaning, the only difference between me and a maid is that the latter earns a salary no matter how meagre the amount is. yes, im complaining of unfair treatment and injustice. not just for me but for the domestic workers all around the world. their plight is quite saddening, dont you think?

oh, i should appear back in school next week. sorry if anyone is worried about my dissappearence or anything. as stated above, im tired and i have been sleeping at two in the morning everyday. hence, there is a very high possibility of me oversleeping. today's a exception though. the only reason im awake right now is that i havent really slept yet. should go sleep soon cos today's a busy day.

tomorrow should be exciting. yes, sense the sarcasm please. i dont really like the first day of raya cos it's very routined. i dont mind meeting family but it's always the same thing year in, year out. how very boring right?

i like this icon alot. hehs. seeing eeyore reminds me that i need to scout for all my eeyores to put nicely in the room. yeps. just four of them but i want more! eeyore is like the cutest thing ever. dont know how people can like pooh. i mean tigger is alright but piglet? eew.

okay, mindless chatter over. important stuff to do now. BYE!!

PS: go listen to invincible by jesse mccartney. for some of you, dont judge the song by the singer yea. just go listen to it. really good 'dont drink and drive' song. it joins the rank of untitled by simple plan. yeps. it's a sad song. if you got time, listen/watch the one where he sings it LIVE. good stuff.

2007-10-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

okay, i'll take care of the rest of the template tomorrow. need to go help my mom and bake cookies later! (: take care! oh, im not emo-ing anymore. just ignore the previous entry, please.

just felt like putting up that image. nice isnt it? one day, i want to be able to take such quality photos. i dont really like colour photos. more of a white/black/grey person. hehs. okay, really need to go! TA!

2007-10-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

love isnt real.
it is just another four letter words like pain, and want, and need, and fear.
it means nothing.

2007-10-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

an entry long overdue alrights.

i wont go around sugarcoating my words. truthfully, i didnt expect the class to survive it all. i mean, we had problems right from the beginning. bonding was like a miracle of some sort that was pretty much out of reach at that time. but we did it. the best home class for two years running? that has got to be some record man. the word happy just doesnt cut it. estatic, delirious, jubilant. go on, take your pick. on a personal note, it was more like intoxicated. yeps. it's true that oct 5th was a day of mixed emotions. im thrilled yet emo. oh wells, i'd bet that was how most people were feeling that day anyhow.

the two years that have gone past had been an excitingly memorable one. both good and bad. there was the obs mission, the endless fooling around with tutors, plain ol' gossiping and bitching with the girls (and come to think of it, the guys as well), camwhoring at the grandstand, teasing people especially my right-hand desk partner (HEHS!), suaning dear rosel (who is still 17) and many more that i just cant remember at hand. that's the good. the bad? well, there's no use hanging up the dirty laundry in a public place is there? whatever the case, it's the mix of these two experiences that lead to the making of a class that is so uniquely 2T07. we've got to be unique right seeing that there hadnt been any other class to overthrow us from the throne? (:

at the end of the day, the class was great albeit the rough patches that we had to undergo. we went through the worse course available and survived it. that has got to say something. well, like the saying goes: what doesnt break us only makes us stronger.

that's us! with the delicious hamper (again)!

and so the story ended with a happy ending, just like a fairytale.

2007-09-12T12:21:00.000+08:00

am i glad or am i glad that prelims is finally over? (: long entry ahead okay. oh, lots of cursing as well. just in case.

prelims, like oh-my-fucking-gosh? arghh, i screwed up physical geog. that's a definite and econs p2. gone are all the Cs that i want. bloody hell. i keep dropping one grade for econs and this time round it's going to drop all the way to the bottom. shit la. okay, deep breaths. it's over at least. cant say the same for the science peeps. hehs.

anyways, went out with the back row people minus ethel plus rosel. finally watched hairspray. rahh. but highlight of the day wasnt the movie but the food. hahas. sushi! yep yep. salmon sashimi is like da bomb man. fellow proponents of this view will be amelia and steffi. ahh, nice nice salmon. okay la, the rest of the sushi is nice but it cant beat the salmon. hmm, why the hell am i talking about food right now? last day to enjoy food at noon! fasting month starts tomorrow. anyways, back to the sushi. talking with them all was fun. and that includes 'discriminating' tiffany. oh, before dinner, we all decided to do a tiffany (i.e. painting our nails with different colour testers). fun fun though i felt odd walking around with five different colours on my nails. and so we talked all night while stuffing our face with food. about stuff to do for grad day. came up with exciting plans, especially for our beloved male geog tutor. and i found out that hmv stocked up a lot of nice cds that i want to buy! ): money money.

next. erms, sports update. hahas. lets see, us open first. aiyah, i dont need to. just go to rosel's blog! fine, im lazy. im glad that federer won. i may not be nadal's fan but it's quite sad seeing a great player succumbing to injuries. eeks. tennis can move aside now. f1. ferrari is like fucking screwed la. after the last race, it's as though they're serving the constructor's title to mclaren's on a silver platter. yes, im sympathetic over kimi's accident during practice but massa? rahh. i dont mind alonso winning the driver's title cos i think he deserves it more than hamilton. (i still hate the man's guts though and hamilton is becoming utterly conceited nowadays. stupid rookie.) four more race to go. i really really hope nothing else goes wrong.

hmmm, my sister is either going to be back today or not at all. i think. that's what my mom told me anyway. back to sharing the room. bleh. she's going to mess up the room and not lift a finger in cleaning it all up. so annoying. rah.

anyhow, break from school. starts again next tuesday. rest before the race goes on full turbo mode. sigh. i hate jc life. academically speaking that is. two years is not enough to learn both content and skills. screwed up system. and with all the good bands coming to singapore, i have to give them all a miss just because i need to study. how fucked up is that? like hello? why cant they just come next year or something? that will cheer me up. okay, need to eat. i think the entry is long enough as it is. tata!

2007-08-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

woohoo! mini break from all the mugging. gosh, i think i've studied more than all the accumulated time i've studied in the past years. it may not be much but it is still rather substantial okay. anyways, the september holidays are here! not exactly here here per se but it's coming! fine, it's going to be used to mug some more (what else la? no life!!) but at the very least, there's a break from the papers.

let's review the papers okay. econs p1 was okayyyy. do-able but still very tricky. gp was hardcore, let's just leave it like that. lit was erms, disappointing. for me at least. maths p2 was, for lack of a better word, a neh-neh. today's human geog paper was alright but hard at the same time. weird description, i know.

so, tomorrow is going to be an enjoyable day i hope. teachers' day celebrations! hahas, hope mrs tan likes the pillow that jojo designed! yeps. and then it's movie outing to watch hairspray! and the most important thing is that we are going to have sushi after that. yummy! makes all the time spent on studying worthwhile like that. okay, dont comment on my language right now. not exactly thinking straight and if you're an arts student, you'll understand the feeling after you take 3h papers, one after another.

anyways, people of the world must eat with me right after my prelims end okay. that will be on the tuesday when school reopens. cos the fasting month starts on that thursday. well, that's the tentative date at least. i should start mugging again right now so that i can scrape thtough after the disaster that i have sat through for the last few days. but i dont care you see. cos it's time to take a breather! yep.

this has been a rather long update, dont you think? hiatus still not off though. will officially be off on sept 11 (gee, how auspicious!) before being up again after a few weeks. need to start studying again for the 'a' levels this time round. i'll be super glad once this year is over. okay, enough of my rambling. TATA!

2007-07-25T17:07:00.000+08:00

see, an update because some people, person rather, is bugging me to do so. sinyean, be happy with this. it is not going to have a content though. not joking yea, so read on at your own risk!

erms, since july 8, not much has happened. midyears' results only strengthen the need for me to study. i mean, come on. where that hell can i go with one D, one E and 3 S? nowhere that is. ptm sucks big time. rahh. studying is not fun cos every tutor is like forcing in stuff into the pathetically tiny brain of mine, day after day. and im down with a cough and a flu. again. very annoying. cough is the horrible one out of the two. with mild fever flitting here and there.

and you guys saw this coming. harry potter and the deathly hallows. since im in a somewhat nice mood, i shant do a spoiler. let's just say the book is great though i really wish i hadnt been a children's book. maybe it would have appealed more to me. but yea, the book is good. hehs. cant say the same about the movie though. but meeting up with old friends is a blast. i miss vivien and peiqi alot. crescentians make the best of friends(:

hmm, i dont think i have anything else to add. oh, sinyean, if you're reading this, i just want to say this:

"im not going to update anymore okay? study is really important right now. FIVE weeks leh. you study for your promos la. when i go back next year, i'd better see you at the range as a j2 and not a repeat student or something like that. and it's hiatus for real okay? no more swinging by here. tata!"

and to the rest, good luck for everything. you guys better know the meaning of hiatus!

2007-07-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

7 weeks till prelims.
16 weeks till the big A.
major hiatus from now onwards.
sorry peeps, after the disasterous mids, studying is of high importance.
maybe i'll swing by here once in a while.
(:

till then,
shazie!
XD

2007-07-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

the timetable is out on col@c. yeps. not much changes for t07 though we have official double break on even week monday. weird. of course there's still the unofficial ones from the different h1s. gahh. and to think i thought first day back will be easy but no...bloody double gp.

i think tomorrow is the last day of freedom before all the tutors start dumping us beneath a whole pile of work. thank god for computing practical. hehs.

2007-07-02T10:11:00.000+08:00

a (near) 180° change in perspective doesnt lead to a complete change in character and attitude. thank goodness.

im a happy girl today cos it's the day after a brilliant f1 race. yeps. it was a 1-2 ferrari finish with kimi at the top of the podium. he's finally back in his form. ~~woohooo!~~ YAY! oh, hamilton was third whereas alonso was seventh. another reason to be happy!

okays, off to do random and highly un-intelligable (is there such a word?) stuff.

2007-06-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

mighty big hellos, people of the world! (:

it's time that we earthlings do our part to save this planet yea. i know im not the best person to be preaching about this considering im not entirely eco-friendly. but im trying to and so should the rest of us. little things like switching off electrical appliances when not in use and taking a walk instead of the bus reduce our carbon output. yeps, so be good people and go to http://earthlab.com alrights? we can all be everyday heroes! XD

anyways, apart from all that, im really glad the midyears is over. i'd like to elaborate (not that i want to actually) but im left with only 10mins before the match between singapore and australia starts. i bloody cant wait. hehs. i would have really liked to be at the national stadium right now but i dont have anyone who wants to go with me. gahh.

july means that harry potter is coming. ALRIGHTS! im not that excited for the movie but for the seventh book? im gonna pee in my pants from all this anticipation. oh, and it's just a phrase by the way, not literal. i think harry is going to die. quite sad but i want to know who's the other character who is going to die. i dont think it's going to be either ron or hermione. maybe voldermort. who knows? oh, jk rowling does and a few others and alan rickman. that's the guy who plays snape by the way. speaking of him, where does his loyalty lies?

ah, 4mins left. need to go. NOW. bye peeps. remember to go to the website above yea. just click on the hyperlink! earth is our home. oh, and pin up the badge that i have onto your site as well. url can be found at http://liveearth.org. TATA!

2007-06-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

grocery shopping today was good.
well, better than normal at least.
hehs.
maybe, ~~hopefully~~.

XD

2007-06-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

i promise myself to:

(1) study hard from 1000hrs of 210607 onwards.
(2) sort my life out.
(3) stop bitching/gossiping/talking ill of others.
(4) clean up my act.
(5) clean up my room.
(6) study hard!
(7) be thankful with what i have.
(8) stop thinking too deep into a situation.
(9) work my ass off for everything i do.
(10) start on all my plans.
(11) persevere.

i really need to do (1) and (2). the rest are just needs, not in an urgent state yet. i best continue reading geog. im so sick of doing maths right now.

2007-06-18T13:46:00.000+08:00

to tell you the truth, im very tempted to blog in malay from now on. hehs. it's a pity though that my vocabulary aint that varied when in comes to my mother tongue. oh wells. anyways, it's monday today! so you guys get an update on f1. yep. kimi didnt do so good yesterday but it's okay. lewis did good! incredible(: i'll just give the ranking la k.

US GRAND PRIX - INDIANAPOLIS
(1) lewis hamilton - mclaren
(2) fernando alonso - mclaren
(3) filipe massa - ferrari
(4) kimi raikkonen - ferrari
(5) heikki kovalainen - renault
(6) jarno trulli - toyota
(7) mark webber - red bull-renault
(8) sebastian vettel - BMW

so right now, hamilton is leading the drivers championship with 58 points, with alonso trailing him by ten. massa with 39 points at third place and kimi at fourth with 32.

and now, i shall introduce to you people my top three favourite drivers since i got so much time to spare. presenting my favourite drivers for the 2007 season. they are chosen according to their capabilities, performance, looks (of course!) and a whole lot of other random stuff. but the criteria is not so much on the looks okay. hahas! anyways, here it goes!

NICO ROSBERG

team: williams
nationality: german
dob: 270685

#2

LEWIS HAMILTON

team: mclaren
nationality: british
dob: 070185

#1

KIMI RAIKKONEN

team: ferrari
nationality: finnish
dob: 171079

alrighty, that's it! #1 was very predictable but yea. quite varied other than the fact that they are all european men. but oh wells, f1 is traditioanally a european sport. anyways, disclaimer: pics aint mine, i didnt even host it myself. credits to people who own it. hahas, yep. i dont want to be sued for no reason. okay la. time to mug. raghh!

2007-06-13T20:15:00.001+08:00

hola. im not in a good mood. hoho, what's new eh? i just feel like bashing people up and being utterly bitchy for no reason at all. oh, and also i feel like telling people the truth about how i really feel about them, be it their personality, character or just their old plain self. rahh. i dont even know what got me into this mood in the first place.

okay, fine. enough rambling. im annoyed for not being able to watch last week's race as well as this upcoming one. of course im talking about f1 la, you fools. i hate the time difference. and the fact that kimi is not doing so well either. nevermind that, the season has barely started. but im very happy that lewis hamilton won the canadian gp though. great talent. i would want him to be the champion if kimi cannot win.

have i ever told you people that im constantly feeling bored? even playing pool on yahoo!games and talking to strangers overseas doesnt help. perhaps it's high time i start mugging. or plates, saucers, cups or glasses rather in terms of sinyean's wonderful dictionary.

im bored!

2007-06-12T02:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIXIN!

i promised you an entry dedicated to your wonderful self what seems like eons ago, so here it goes! (:

18 icons for your birthday(:

im utterly thankful to have had you around for shooting. looking back, i wouldnt have known whether i could have survived all the politics and stuff without having you by my side. this year especially made me realise what an awesome friend you are. i cannot thank you enough for the company; all the laughters and the tears and everything.

at random moments, i always find it freaky how the two of us have almost similar tastes and preferences and reactions to situations. but it's quite cool at the same time as well. it's nice having someone around who really understands you(: you make my life better just by being in it. and to think our friendship started all the way back in 2002 where we were all so toot-looking and desk-partners! hahas, i believe you have one of my lock after yours was broken by mr yeo. awesome memory eh? well, here's to our sixth year of friendship and counting!

hope you have a great day and a fantastic year ahead of you. i'll get your havaianas, birkenstock, river island, abercrombie and what-else when i have spare moo-lah. meanwhile, i'll get for you something cheapo! teehee(: i'll just end this post with another classic icon. happy birthday buddy! you know that i love you babe!

2007-06-07T23:47:00.000+08:00

for once in the entire series, i actually like haley's character in one tree hill. pity, the season is only left with one freaking episode. raghh. oh well, i shall be contented with the network's decision to have the fifth season. but i wont have any more show to watch until mid-september? yea, around there. by then, i will have my (almost, at least) weekly dose of grey's anatomy, csi and f1. let's just pray prison break will join the list as well. im not entirely sure when oth will return though.

bleh, im very bored at home. i've been thinking about getting a job or something like that. i know that there's only two weeks of holiday left and that i should be studying hard instead, but IM BORED. like constantly. so annoying. the extra moo-lah wouldnt hurt either. i mean, i practically want everything. for real. aiyah, we'll see my mood later in the morning whether im up for job hunting.

and now im off to do more stupid things.

2007-06-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

hello peeps! teehee, i think it's quite fun being relatively uncontactable. yepyep. though i'd bet there are people out there getting frustrated cos they have no idea how to contact me for now. all i can do is laugh at such people. HAHAS! okay la, im being very mean. i dont intend to do that at all. i promise to be once again contactable soon okays? latest would be by school reopen. yea! (:

anyways, my uncle is back in singapore. yeps. the one who is based in dubai. no idea how long he'll be here though. neh, that means there'll be a somewhat family reunion soon. oh wells, i wont mind that cos it's my mom's side. the side where my age is equal to my status in the family i.e. the normal side of my family. teehee.

im rambling, i know. i barely touched my econs, geog and maths these days. rah, should start mugging soon. i know semester two is gonna be the toughest time in my life as a student as of now. im hoping very much for a divine intervention. thank you very much. XD

2007-06-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

cj invitational shoot turned out to be great fun! of course there were the high points and low points of the day but overall, the company was wonderful. i'd suppose the high points were most of the time spent in the announcing room. yes, that 'secluded place' in the range. hahas, especially when saying out the first ever announcement. i screwed up that one quite badly, no thanks to someone. counting the scores was a mess but in a good way. crapping with the j1s was highly retarded at times. seriously. highest point when in the range? when waiting for the prize presentation to commence. full of stupid pictures, dares, and just a whole lot of fun! (:

dinner was erm, very very interesting. yep. from racist jokes to thought provoking questions to emotions when being kicked in the balls. very varied conversations huh? oh, it also includes hot girls and brazillian waxing somewhere in the conversation. yep. oh, the earthquake was yummy though. that's like a bit random.

anyways, im thankful for the friends i've made in shooting club. close friends, good friends, suaning buddies, bitching partners, emo people. thanks for bringing laughter into my life. it may be just a short laugh at times but i really appreciate it. you guys are cool dudes individually, but together you guys are champions yea. always remember that(:

p.s. HUIXIN, if you havent realise, you happen to fall into all the categories mentioned above. thanks buddy. i know i promised you an entry dedicated to you, so just hold on tight for a while. it's in the making. yep yep!

2007-05-29T11:54:00.000+08:00

i decided to lift the hiatus off for the holidays. so there should be constant rambling here for at least a month. anyways, im bored. i've got absolutely nothing to do here in school. oh, and i wasted my time coming here by the way. missed the geog lecture. rahh! but then again, maybe it was a good thing.

im bored, im bored, im bored. and im sick. im actually looking forward to shooting tomorrow. weird huh? i think i've gone bonkers. i cant think straight and right now, im not talking much sense. oh wells, randomness rocks.

2007-05-28T16:14:00.001+08:00

hello(: just thought i should update. yeps.

past month has been great. isc project being done and all. it was great fun packaging with the girls. the class has been awesome as well despite what we have gone through and all. but yea, im optimistic that everything would be okay. t07 can make it! really. sports carnival was alright i suppose. did the eco-challenge. i refuse to step into botanic gardens for now. sometimes, i just forget how big that place is. oh, and the h1 papers was "sophisticated". yea, let's just put it that way.

oh, im finally 18. teehee(: not as if it makes much of a diff for me actually. but it was a great day (excluding the gp paper of course). thanks for all the hugs and the wishes and everything else! especially the hugs. hahas! class lunch that afternoon was great. it's a stepping stone people! we shall move on to shooting camp now. i'll just cut all the negativity of it. i dont want to remember the awful stuff.

games was great. hahas! playing with the j1s are fun. but twas a pity that only a few of the j2s joined in): feet still hurt though from playing barefooted. the best part of the camp was the company. really. im proud of myself for speaking to most, if not all, of the j1s. yep. you guys are a great bunch of people. i'll just treasure certain moments from both shooting camps: the night spent at the grandstand, the trek to the basketball court in the dark, lying down at the quadrangle with yuxiu, all the bitching and teasings with random group people, the company.

i'd suppose the upcoming cjc invitational shoot would be my last event spent with you guys. i wont miss shooting for certain reasons yet i'll miss it a lot for others. the best part of shooting? discovering yet again what an ultimate friend huixin is(; i'll miss the people. certainly.

2007-05-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

you know how love is the opposite of hate. how easy for love to suddenly becomes hatred. granted, i never did love you despite what had been said and all. im almost to the point of hating you. you irritate me since almost forever. i can never understand you. we're like poles apart really. our personalities clash. i'll never know why we were even close in the first place. well, as of today, perhaps you should know how i feel. it's unfortunate that things turned out this way. i want to be optimistic and all, but i doubt that this can be fixed. im sorry and thank you for everything. im really sorry for everything but things just went wrong.

why cant the heart just remain as a muscle? it shouldnt have the ability to feel emotions. :/

2007-04-24T18:03:00.000+08:00

so the fact that even steffi updates more regularly than me shows something huh? well, i dont really care. yep. i've gone to this phase in time where i really dont care about stuff other than one thing: study. i'd figured that i'll just get angry/pissed off/agitated about things if i care too much. so to make things easier, i shall just dont care.

anyways, the purpose of blogging today is to announce a hiatus. it's two more months before mids and around six months before a's commence. prelims will be somewhere in between, duh. so yea. i've got a lot to do and im not going to waste two years in jc just to go poly. mugging right now is the only option i'd suppose. perhaps a random update here and there though. (:

so happy days for everyone then! mug hard people! XD

2007-04-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

suspense. that is what makes prison break a hot stuff, other than wentworth miller of course. *snickers* teehee. season finale was good. indeed indeed. but i might just as well drop dead from the anticipation. god knows when the next season will be out. that is assuming that they (i.e. fox network) is not going to cancel the show which is some of the speculations that are going around. we shall just wait and see i suppose. i just dont want the last image of prison break to be a scene of michael walking into an unknown realm.

okays, enough about prison break i suppose. im starting to get into a better mood. somewhat. yea. i can already see myself being utterly down for the entire next week. if you guys are of any wee bit interested, the highly dreaded 'A' levels begins in less than seven months. can you actually believe that. im supposed to end this nightmare on 16 nov if i remember correctly. lit paper i think. gosh. i really hope i can jump over this hurdle. please please please. im starting to break into my role as a mugger quite smoothly. which is good i'd suppose. yea.

i've got one last show to watch before i turn in for the night. yep. oh, there's an f1 race this weekend. woohoo! hahas, the second race that kimi will win. i've that much confidence in him. kk, that's all. nighty nights! (:

2007-04-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

oh man, i finally went through the entire monetary policy self-directed learning thingy. i ended up not learning much except that the song used in the background was rather nice. it's called "nth degree" by morningwood if you're interested. yeps. i still dont understand a shit about monetary policy and im halfway through the explorer series. bleh. life is so freaking screwed. arghh. im off to continue with my work. perhaps i'll attempt the geog tutorial after ugly betty. doubt i'll be updating much nowadays. maybe i should just announce a hiatus. hmmm, we'll see la k. if the situation calls for it, it's higly possible.

tata for now then. the accelerator is on full force for the mugging process. vvrrrroooommmm! hurhur!

2007-03-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

hellos. im not in a good mood. yea. i think only a handful of people really understand me. quite sad really. bleh. im not in the mood to blog either la. bye then. i'll update when im in a better mood.

whatever happened to the promise that was made?

2007-03-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

~~my feelings, my emotions, my thoughts, my life.~~

there's a little truth in every jk.
there's a little curiosity in every jw.
there's a little knowledge in every idk.
there's a little emotion in every ~~idc~~.

2007-03-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

i realised that i forgot to blog about alot of other stuff amidst my excitement about the start of the new F1 season and all. hehs. my apologies.

first up! congrats to crescent red cross unit for clinching gold yet again for eua(: i miss you guys a lot more than you think. yeps. congrats for all the other stuff that you guys have won along the way as well yea, especially winning second (if im not wrong) in the district for FDC. great job seriously. teehee. oh, i miss fd a lot too):

next. i'd figure that i might not pursue law after all even if i somehow manage to get the grades. the nus law faculty is great, i swear. really cool people and the whole campus is utterly nice. those who want to take law: go to nus. anyways, im definitely going to do economics. if i get the grades, i was thinking of taking business admin as a second degree. im not very sure whether nus or ntu offers it but im positive for smu. but i dont wanna go smu. yea. personal choice, nothing much against smu actually. perhaps i should just try to survive this year first.

thirdly! ...actually, i dont think got anything else to write. i think. yea. i dont think i'll be updating that often once school resumes. gotta mug remember?

somehow, im back to a somewhat depressed mood. i need to let it all out man. PEIQI, WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU? ):

2007-03-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello. im a somewhat happy girl today. for no particular reason. im weird that way. yep. maybe it was the entire day (or at least a few hours) spent with the kids. EnSoc cip was rather fun. the kids are super cute. it's a nice change to spend time with those other than your peers. another cip coming up on friday. this time round is shooting cip. i really dont know why im doing so much cip for what. not as if i need it like that since i abandoned my nyaa. bahh.

i cant wait for the weekend! FORMULA ONE! oh man, i miss my (almost) weekly dose of kimi raikkonen. he's an excellent driver, better than fernando alonso at the very least. we just have to watch this season to prove that. and he's cute to boot! teehee. i mean, he's married and all, but who cares? i jolly well dont even though he's known as 'the iceman' and what not. digress a bit la, i think i prefer blondes to brunettes. yea. like how i like tom felton and not much of daniel radcliffe. yea. come to think of it, i think the two (that is kimi and tom) look somewhat alike. not much, just a teeny-weeny bit. let's do a photo comparison shall we?

...okay, searching for lookalike photos was rather hopeless. let's say i just eat my words cos they dont look very alike anymore. yea. but i'll still post a pic of them each up at the end of this post yea. talking about tom felton, i cant wait for the seventh book. oh mans. and the fifth movie as well. i do hope you people know what im babbling about. hehs.

kimi raikkonen! (:

not the best pic but yea, still can see that he's cute right?

tom felton!

well, this pic is when his hair is dark la (obviously). it's one of the nicer photos(:

searching for the photos made me think that tom felton looks like shane west. you know, the guy who played landon carter in 'a walk to remember'. then there's a bit jamie oliver (the chef!) and also duncan james (one of the guys from blue). yeps. but i still prefer my lee ryan. see, another blonde! hahas. kinda applies to kimi as well. oh wells. so, long live the three of them! tom felton, lee ryan and kimi raikkonen! (:

2007-03-10T16:01:00.000+08:00

so, i've been doing some research on university admission and all. tell me seriously, is it just a big, out-of-reach bubble for me to do double degree in econs and law? arghh, im afraid if i cant achieve the grades needed. especially for gp. that's the whole reason why i said that i'll die for the rest of the year. i need to mug. ~~but i cant.~~ i'll try. must achieve my dreams eh? i gotta own it man. the dream and the bloody a levels. yea. OWN IT!

love,
shazie the soon-to-be mugger!

2007-03-09T20:07:00.001+08:00

what does it mean when you keep thinking about the same person every single moment?
what does it mean when you keep wanting to bump into the that same person?
what does it mean when you keep searching for the person where ever you go?
what does it mean when you keep wanting to have an eye contact with that person but look away almost immediately?
what does it mean when you keep being utterly anxious when the person is around?

what does it all mean?

im happy and smiling cause, im not in love with anyone
i swear im in a big loop of denial. just dont ask me. this is perhaps a one-off entry.

2007-03-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

so perhaps the last day of term did not end on a very good note. oh wells, that was highly expected. lessons today was a great big bore. i just couldnt concentrate. was rather restless during lit tutorial and i'd bet that alfred pang knows that as well considering i was barely listening to him. arghh. oh, break was the ultimate. mr cute (ie. my first three month home tutor) kinda told us that our maths CTs aint that good. i can very well book an appointment with brother paul right now la. hopeless case, all my H2s are a goner.

moving away from the academics, shooting was rather okay i suppose. had the pre-trials for the j1s. me and keith were just super bored waiting for the range to open that we were just looking round for entertainment and bullshitting. yea. boredom is a really bad diagnosis. looking back, i really wonder how i would have performed in pistols rather than in rifles. oh wells, bit too late to say anything. hehs, that's a bit random isnt it? so, im now gonna start training again. with the pistol girls(: no la, not gonna pick up a pistol, still in rifle. cant shoot a pistol for nuts.

holidays. arghh. maths homework - check. econs homework - check. geog homework - check. gp homework - check. lit homework - none assigned but have to read great expectations. =/ utterly boring book. i've no idea how im gonna survive this year already la.

@&$*^%@*$&@*$&!^%@*&$@*$@*%&@^$!%&*^!

super stressed out already. fuck it, really.

2007-03-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

boo! im drained right now. from what i dont know. i've just been feeling tired these few days, not just physically. mentally too i supposed. im just gonna use the holidays to rejuvenate myself and catch up with my studies. yea. unfortunately the latter is a must. forfeit the entire purpose of holidays isnt it? i suppose i really have no choice right now. CTs was utterly screwed up. i just have to keep laughing off my mistakes when every single tutor go through the papers. im scared i'll start tearing if i stop laughing. yea, it's that bad.

steffi! im really sorry for pangseh-ing you for tomorrow's rockafella yea. my heart is really not in it and all. i'll try to make it up to you. (:

last day of term tomorrow. let's just hope that it ends on a good note.

2007-03-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

NEW PHONE!!!

nokia 6288(:

hahas! yep yep. all thanks to my brother! the nice brother! im very high right now. yay! all i have to do now is to figure out how to navigate a nokia phone. yippee yippee!

school was somewhat okay today i suppose. entire school dismissed at noon. missed double gp(: -grins. econs was slack, maths was retarded and geog was -. yea.

im feeling utterly pressured to perform well for the a levels. i wish i can just say screw it all but i know i cant. i must be able to enter the social science faculty. law is just a big dream. yea.

2007-03-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

hellos(: quick update for now. stupid CTs was over yesterday. i very well know that i screwed up badly for all the papers but oh wells. finally watched protege yesterday. quite good. so now i need to ask someone out to watch dreamgirls with me. anyone willing? :D

just got back mtl results. expected got an annoying C grade for malay. such an embarassing grade. sheesh.

okay, now im off to find someone who can print banner! yups. ta!

2007-02-27T16:59:00.000+08:00

four papers down, one to go! yay! left with the nicest subject out of the rest. my favourite, ECONS! hahas, k, im just bored.

chingay is finally finally over. like wonderful, more time for mugging! =/ hahas, you guys know i wont do that anyway. the 2nd parade was so much nicer although we did end up stoning at paragon for an hour waiting for the rain to stop. the sector i/cs rock! yups.

CTs have been horrible. yes, i just cant wait for thursday! last paper. one full day tomorrow to mug for econs! and a levels results out on friday. have to go to school just for that la. stupid stupid. such a waste of time. even more so if i get like a D for malay. im so screwed right now.

2007-02-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

hellos! chingay was awesome yesterday. we ended up sitting on the seats at the vip sector. teehee. there was like a lot of empty seats please. must have been the awful rain before the event. the opening act was really great. and the fireworks at the end was pretty. can see again later! hahas. but today would be a whole lot stricter, what with the president attending the event and all. but i'll still have fun cos those under the vip sector are the best among the best. yups.

anyway, this might seem a bit random la, but i need to go to the dentist. yucks please. not that i have a fear of dentists or anything of that sort but i cant exactly go anytime soon. earliest would be like on friday. wow, the problem might have detriorated by then. go and die CTs. rahh.

i know i've been complaining about CTs in every single post but arghh! annoying annoying! =/ oh, and i fell on my butt yesterday. two maluating accidents, two days in a row. there goes my pride.

2007-02-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

i told you people i wasnt feeling okay.

2007-02-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

fundraising for the isc project today! yups, so maybe i didnt do much but it was still fun. the guys were utterly, erms, retarded. yea. what with the karma-sutra oil thingy. oh wells. anyways, the entire drive was successful. target was a 10.9 if i can put it in shooting terms. teehee. yups.

and chingay is tomorrow and saturday! i cant wait for it though im quite put off my the thought that much of my supposedly studying time would be blown off just like that. annoying please. and there's still monthly shoot on sunday! i shall give myself a tap on my back and wish myself loads of luck. cip is for the good of the community. who cares if the one who is at the worse end is me? one against the community. hmmm, who benefits more? =/

ahh, shall go eat dinner. and maybe finally touch my urbanisation. CTs are awful. rahh!

2007-02-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

shooting has been a blast nowadays(: hahas, with all the gossips and the teasings here and there. yups. obviously, the shooting itself has not been good but oh wells. there's so much more to the shooting club than just the plain old shooting training regime. and i still cant stop laughing at that! hahas, quite mean of me la but all those who know also cannot stop laughing. teehee! it's retardedly oh-my-god type of news which just make you burst out laughing. yea, hope that the people somewhat remain the same till we pass over our duties. i cant wait for the new batch of j1s to come in too.

i sound retardedly happy but really im not quite there. im like on some sort of cloud but not that kind of cloud nine. weird feeling la. havent been quite the same for quite a while. i really need to get back to normalcy soon.

aiyah, i shall just attempt to find myself after the annoying bloody CTs. i cant wait for next thursday already! i shall survive this bloody shit. still got a whole lot more of it coming this year. really @#^*%$*%#&!

2007-02-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

i like this skin. i do admit that i've been emo-ing for quite awhile right now, so the template really suits my mood. yups. been at the computer all day long. better go and mug now. bloody CTs. spoils the whole holiday mood! =/

2007-02-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

when you go

would you have the guts to say,

"i dont love you

like i loved you

yesterday."